The wrong way to save your life: essays

I am still fighting with my big and small fears --

ten, or The little girl character --

Here is my heart --

F --

Stand here to save lives --

twenty, or Good Lord, it's me, Jane --

Como questo --

the buildup to and takeaway from --

This essay is done --

thirty, or Come here fear --

Course of one's life --

The blogger's wife --

What belongs to us --

forty, or Optimist --

Real and imaginary ghosts --

We say and do kind things --

The wrong way to save your life --

Appendix: Tools or weapons, depending on your translation.